Steps

Doubling the hormones did indeed double (perhaps triple?) the hot flashes & mood swings. Not a pretty sight in the G household. After my third period in one month, I sent my chart to my doctor and a lovely note that read "I can't do this anymore, it's just not working out for me." My Doctor decided I needed to take the 'next step'. Time to see a special specialist.



Exactly how many steps are there?? Infertility feels like a never ending staircase. It swirls and loops and in some parts, I feel like steps are missing. Whole sections of stairs. Gone. How do I keep on climbing? I struggle daily. Often, I forget why I'm even climbing this staircase... Whats at the top? Is there a top? Can someone carry me there? I'm tired, I've run out of energy.